A Lot

It's been a long time since my last post here, a lot of things happened, happy, sad, emotional. And one of them is the return of my beloved grandfather, "I learned a lot from you, I hope you rest in peace there, and be in the best place".

Uh hmm, I just talked deeply with my mother, which is about her work, to the point where it reminds me of what will happen according to the experience that she has experienced, and etc.

Now that I'm in my third year of college, time is going very fast, and my parents are getting older, I'm kind of afraid of things that will bring mourning.

Besides, I'm confused about what I really want right now, I don't know what it will be, and when I know, I'm afraid whether I am worthy and able to achieve that, I worry about many things now, the current pandemic situation, my parents who have to go to trade, how and what will happen in the future.

Early in 2020 I had experienced sad things actually, but in addition, I certainly also experienced good things, such as passing the stages of selection in one of the organizations on my campus, directing films for the first time, getting to know and making friends with good people, and so on that I will not mention, and good news too, related to my resolution this year, I have finished reading two books, which is the plan I will read at least one book per month. wish me luck! and stay safe everyone!!

ps*I will try to write using English for now, because I want to learn better, especially with my messy grammar hehe